Lately, I have been having a really hard time. Work has definitely gotten the best of me. Almost 2 weeks ago, I was given an ultimatum, move to LA or lose my job. After much consideration, I came to the conclusion that I am not going to be happy in the LA office. Therefore, I sit here today, every day, worrying about when my job is going to end and if I am going to be able to make it work. I have a tremendous husband that will help me along the way, even financially, but for anyone that knows me, knows that that isn't going to sit well with me. Whether it be a good trait or bad, I am not sure, as I have seen my independence both work for me and against me.One thing that I have always wanted was my own business. I have thought and thought, and forced myself to come up with ideas that were just never feasible. A couple months ago, I had this idea that just clicked. As with anything it will need some details to figure it all out, but it is definitely feasible, and a great start up as there is very little up front costs. I feel excited about this endeavor. I feel that my current job situation is going to be OK. I feel like my current situation will drop me straight into the front seat of this new endeavor. Without my current job, I wouldn't have had the experience, or idea to even think about this endeavor. I feel lucky to have gotten the experience that I have and continue to get until the day that DermStore decides that I am no longer needed.
Until then, I will continue to keep my head up and strive for something that I have always wanted. Life works in mysterious ways, things seem to work out in a way that you want. :-) Today I was able to work on planning out the details and even working on my website!
